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Amy Speace
“I kind of spilled blood all over this project,” Amy
Speace says of her new album The Killer
In Me, which marks a quantum
creative leap from the artist’s 2006 breakthrough effort Songs
For Bright Street. While that release won her widespread critical acclaim
and a loyal international fan base, The Killer In Me finds the New York-based
singer/songwriter forging into deeper, darker lyrical and musical terrain,
borne largely out of relationships gone wrong, then right and wrong again. “This
is the record that I needed to make,” Speace states. “In
many ways, it was the hardest thing I’ve ever done. And in some
ways, it was the easiest. Writing the songs was emotionally difficult,
deep and intense–it was kind of an exorcism. But in the end, the
songs flowed pretty quickly. You write the things that you’re afraid
to say out loud.”
The Killer In Me’s 12 soul-baring new songs maintain the effortless
melodic appeal of her prior work, while delivering complex emotional
insights that give the album startling intimacy and resonance. “The
Killer In Me” chronicles a strangled co-dependent relationship,
while “Haven’t Learned A Thing” offers absolution for
the continuing struggle in the attempt to connect with another and never
getting it completely right. “This Love” speaks to the hope
and uncertainty that comes with the onset of a new relationship. The
album covers more terrain than romantic relationships, closing with “Piece
By Piece,” written as a prayer to her father, wishing him peace
and love after the death of his brother.
Most of the album was written in the rural isolation of a rented cabin
in the Catskills after her final separation from her husband. “It
was just me, some books, my journals, my guitar and the songs, with no
phone and no TV,” she explains. “I spent a lot of time reading
and hiking and chopping wood for the stove, and wrote the songs that
form the emotional center of this album.” “The situation,” she
continues, “forced me to sit with a lot of silence, fear and confusion
and make a kind of peace with them by writing songs to keep from going
crazy. That’s when the album started making sense to me and became
a whole different thing. Something shifted when I realized what was going
on in the world outside mirrored what was going on inside of me, and
I wanted to write songs that bridged that divide.”
Speace recorded The Killer In Me with her longtime producer and lead
guitarist James Mastro, of Bongos/Health and Happiness Show fame, and
her longstanding live band the Tearjerks, comprised of guitarist Rich
Feridun, bassist Matt Lindsey and drummer Jagoda. The sessions took place
at alt-pop legend Mitch Easter’s Fidelitorium studio in North Carolina,
with Easter lending his talents as engineer. Also on board is English
rock icon Ian Hunter, who adds his distinctive vocals to a pair of songs.
Born in Baltimore and raised in small-town Pennsylvania, Speace initially
had her sights set on a career as a playwright/actor, graduating from
Amherst College and toured with the prestigious National Shakespeare
Company. After moving to New York, she had roles in various off-Broadway
productions and independent films, ran her own theater company, and taught
Shakespeare in the New York City school system. After teaching herself
to play guitar, she began setting her poetry to music, and quickly found
songwriting to be the most creatively fulfilling thing she’d ever
done. She soon began performing as half of the female duo Edith O. Speace
made her solo debut with the 2002 release Fable, recorded with $5000
donated by fans and released on her own Twangirl label. Giving up her
hard-won acting career to become a full-time musician, she hopped into
her car and hit the road, booking herself into every club, café and
college that would have her. After catching a performance at the SXSW
music industry festival, Judy Collins’ manager brought Speace to
the attention of Collins, who signed her to her Wildflower label. Her
debut for the label, Songs For Bright Street, received warm praise from
critics, including those in Europe, which has enabled her to build a
strong touring base there.
Reflecting on making The Killer In Me, Speace concludes, “I got
into music with my eyes wide open, having already been doing something
else. I knew that the kind of music I wanted to make might be outside
the realm of what’s on the radio, but I didn’t care. I just
wanted to make something that’s real. I’m as proud of this
album as I am anything I’ve ever done.”
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